Another random morning here in my house. I am plagued with a brain that today just won't quiet. How can one expect to think if the brain never stills. I have recently discovered that I want more. I know it's a very open ended statement. More what? Right? More everything. I am stuck in this rut that no matter how hard I try to dig myself out it's like walking through Mississippi gumbo. Um for those that don't know gumbo sucks you down. Every step you take it sticks and more sticks and more sticks until you are so weighed down you can't lift you feet. I've got this crazy trapped feeling and lately nothing helps. I can't breathe some days with the weight of it. My life is not where I thought it would be right now. Limbo is no fun I tell you no fun at all. I find myself aggravated more often than not which makes me feel even worse since I end up being bitchy to those I love even though they have not done anything to me. And here I sit venting in my journal haha. Ever have those days where you need to scream or throw something, or just get away from everyone? I am having lots of those. This is a way better alternative though. I am pretty damn certain this is healthier and less destructive. It all boils down to me kicking myself into gear and making myself do what is needed. Oh damn I feel another list coming on >.< I hate to do list they always end up being way longer than I expect. Wow do you hear that? Exactly my thoughts finally quieted. Guess now would be a good time to finish getting some sleep. It's already 4:55 am and I have a Naxxramus run to lead at 11:45 am. Oh the joys of getting a group of players together to go blow up an instance. Of course the killing of computer mobs is very good for stress relief and if one finds themselves still in the mood of murder and mayhem they can always let the mob respawn and annihilate it again...or go pvp it's guaranteed to either take away the rage or drive you to the point of throwing your keyboard. Anyhow on that note off I go to read a bit and then sleep another hour or two. Later alls